[This is Trish meeting him halfway. She doesn't know the words of that promise, but she's reaching for him still, as far as she can: blindly in the dark, because he's still too much of a coward to let her see just how bad it is.]
What I meant is that my feelings about music, as they are now, have already changed tremendously from how they used to be. And I'm grateful for that. Taking it back means a lot to me, even if it it isn't necessarily a pleasant task.
But I don't know if I'll enjoy it, or that things will change from where they are. Even if it's only a little bit. It would be nice, but it seems unrealistic.
Promising that I will try and that I trust you with this is as far as I can meet you, for now. Maybe that will change in the future, maybe it won't. And if it doesn't, I don't want you to think that it's your fault or that you have strong-armed me into something I didn't want to do.
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What I meant is that my feelings about music, as they are now, have already changed tremendously from how they used to be. And I'm grateful for that. Taking it back means a lot to me, even if it it isn't necessarily a pleasant task.
But I don't know if I'll enjoy it, or that things will change from where they are. Even if it's only a little bit. It would be nice, but it seems unrealistic.
Promising that I will try and that I trust you with this is as far as I can meet you, for now. Maybe that will change in the future, maybe it won't. And if it doesn't, I don't want you to think that it's your fault or that you have strong-armed me into something I didn't want to do.